well i dont update that much but then again does anyone read these? >.>....hello?....anyways animation is really hard...to much drawing -.-....50 drawings per day...my hands hurt...my lifes a mess...im taking a few other classes at the uw and im failing most of them...and hubby is in his home state and cant come back to me for a very long time...so im stuck having a cyber relation again...it gets old and loanly fast...but hes gonna try coming back this summer so ill have a break from school >.<...some times i wonder if life is worth putting up with this shit, tomarrow ill try workin my scanner out so i can show u some of my drawings and u can tell me what u think...be nice since im just startin out? well cya

well its been one hell of a year so far hubby and me fighting alot...so on and so forth and i was tempted more then once to start an affair but i love my hubby so..yeah i dident...uhhh started animation school :) its quite fun its at digi pen universety its so cool tons of drawing and the teacher is soooo laid back :D so yeah ill try and update this some more

some old friends came back then left its for the best..spring is here i feel it, everythings good...or right im engaged hehehe anyways! im happy! :D

idk im thinking i have to much stress but idk idk alot anymore..well hears hoping my future will be better then my past which will haunt me for ever

well my f***ed up friend is a stupid a$$ blaming me for everything calling me greedy -_- im tired of it

i got new friends some old ones came back i got my bf back :D! so im good lol ^_^ love u adam

*sigh* seems just yesterday i was happy and in love now im heart broken and torn the world is a cold loanly place...and right now im clinging to someone for help :( hes my everything and my nothing hes my life saver for when darkness wants to eat me up and swallow me whole as he put it were like ying and yang we just fit together no matter what happens maybe thats why we keep finding eachother in dark times all i know is if ur reading this adam? i love u more then anything and i will always love you

i just dont get a break what with my friend dieing and everyone leaving me whos ever reading this just know im at the end of my rope and im not kidding...

god really must love seeing me in pain cuz everyone leaves me -_- my friends my bf of one year...i just idk anymore not that anyone cares...whatever